my goal is to change up my attitude. especially towards my family, friends, and to my significant other.
okay so,
I’m just trying to keep you happy today and hopefully everyday because i know you hate it when i get all mad or bummed out thinking that i will end up hating you. yes i really want to spend time with you. and i haven’t seen you in a week and you always come down for the weekends. whats one more day without you going to do with me? so just for today and from now on, I’m going to be selfless and let you enjoy your weekends without having me being an emotional problem for you. i love you and i do want to keep our relationship strong. and i hope you enjoy your weekends more without the emotional and hateful burden.
i hate being so clingy. its absurd!